Today i realised something . . . my biggest problem is that I just need to let go . . . but these things are easier said than done . . . I've got to learn that it is impossible to control everything, I can't control the future the way I want to, I can only help by the decisions I make how my future pans out. Im biggest fear is the unknown, I know realise I must embrace this and not to shy away from it.

All i have to do now i follow my own advice, this should be fun ;)